I'm trying to remember what has been going on the past few weeks. But not much is coming to mind.

The other women in the family are getting a bit contentious about grandma's things.  The scheduling of going through items, how fast the house will be cleared and sold, etc.  I'm not involved other than being around.  My MiL is the executrix so she has final say on things, but it seems hard to be diplomatic with everyone.  Plus there are a lot of people to deal with.  The original will was split evenly between the three kids.  But two of the kids died before grandma, so it gets passed on to the grand kids.  So my MiL has 1/3 and 4 of the grandkids have 1/6, but that's of monetary value, not items.  So yeah...

I have a colonoscopy tomorrow.  Prep is going fine, so far.  I feel sloshy from having to drink so much, and  I'm at the point where I hate all the sweet things: jello (I always hate jello, but especially now), ice pops, hard candy etc. 

After the first dose of methotrexate I haven't been feeling too bad.  I'm relieved, because having to be on a medicine long term the those kind of side effects is terrible.  In a couple weeks, I'll do a blood draw and make sure it's not hurting my liver, and we'll proceed from there.

I can't think of much else for now.

Grandma's memorial was on Saturday.  It was a nice service.  I cried through the whole thing.  I'm still not used to the idea that she's gone.  I wonder if I ever will be.

On Wednesday I went to the rheumatologist for the first time.  She said what we basically knew which is that the crohns could be causing the arthritis or they could be independent of each other.  If they are related they should both flare at the same time.  I'm getting a colonoscopy in a couple of weeks, so that will shed some light on it.  But we still won't know if it will get better, worse or stay the same.  In the mean time, I have exercises to do, and some new medication.  Added to my large collection of medication is folic acid, Mobic, and methotrexate.  Mobic is an NSAID (like Advil).  The folic acid is to help combat the side effects of the methotrexate.  Methotrexate is like a scary medication, at least for me.  It's used to treat specific types on cancer and some auto immune diseases.  (Like Humira) it's an immunosuppressant, unlike Humira it has a lot of drug interactions, and isn't safe for pregnancy.  They were very specific: do not get pregnant on this medication. We're fairly sure we're done having kids, but if we decide to have another I have to be off the methotrexate for 3-4 months before we start trying.  Anyway, I took the first dose on Wednesday.  It didn't treat me well.  Since then, I haven't been feeling too badly, just really tired.  One of the good things about methotrexate is that it improves the effectiveness of Humira, and hopefully will help with my arthritis.  I'm doing the acupuncture once a week, I'm not sure that it's helping.  But it doesn't hurt, and it's a $10 copay.