- Monsters (after a nightmare at age 3)
- Tornadoes (some time around age 4)
- A throat culture (only one, my dad had to take me back later in the day)
(The next few all came about around age 6) - Having to check on my baby sister, to make sure she was still breathing
- Unplugging everything I could reach, for fear of fire (then having to check again to make sure I'd actually unplugged them)
- Locking doors (then (again) double, triple checking to make sure I'd done it)
- Wetting the bed (I wet the bed once around age 6, and then worried for a long time that it would happen again. So I'd make sure my bladder was really empty a few times before bed).
- Turning the lights off and on (Somehow I got the idea that some combination of the lights (specifically the hall light) being turned off and on would signal aliens, and they would come and abduct me)
- Being picked up late (anytime my parents were late picking me up from something, I'd start to panic, and assume that something terrible had happened)
Moving on to tween/teen years and beyond - Drugs (I remember being worried about middle and high school, and people offering drugs all the time) (I was actually so anxious about drugs, I never tried anything. I kind of wish I'd tried pot, or gotten drunk in my younger days).
- People being late (Once again, assuming something terrible had happened.)
- Losing my wallet or phone (even now I check/double check to make sure they're where they should be)
- People following me (sometimes I'd think I was being followed while driving).
- Leaving the straightener on.
I'm sure there are some I'm forgetting. I'm better now. I don't have the OCD issues like I did before. I'm still anxious, but probably only a little more than the average person.
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